Today is the First day of the Rest of my Life...I think

I NEED to quit smoking. Its not a maybe or a should or a could...its a need. I am going to die..get wrinkly, smell, influence others to smoke, be addicted forever. How does it feel not to be addicted to anything?? I can't even remember what it was like when I wasn't a smoker. I have only been smoking for about 4 years, 4 years too long. I am out of cigarettes, except for the one in my desk. I am scared to fail but I know I can do it. Just say NO, lol. I can't sleep any worse than I have been. I want more energy, to be able to work a whole day without taking a "smoke" break every two hours..its absurd really. I begin my day with a cigarette and end my day with one. Its like a clock..tick tock tick tock..then the alarm goes off..SMOKE COME AND GET IT..So officially I am going to put in one helluva effort to quit smoking, starting now...The last cigarette I smoked was at 4:15. Wish me luck!!! I'll keep my 1 follower (WAHOO! I have a follower!! :) updated. :D