I QUIT!! TODAY IS MY LAST DAY!!!

Happy Thursday!

I have an interview scheduled for tomorrow at another dealership. I am hoping I get it for multiple reasons. Better pay, better company, better position. I would really like to be able to just get a new job and move on. It seems as though this is all I talk about. I can't help it. It's my biggest worry right now and considering I have to be at work for 8 hours everday it consumes me. It would be great if I went in tomorrow and they asked so when can you start? Uh, RIGHT NOW! I should give my two weeks notice however if I do get hired I am not going to think twice about leaving this company.
This weekend is the Pow Wow (Indian tribal meeting). I am taking my mom to the coast with me. I really think she needs some time away not to mention I haven't been to the coast in ages. Hopefully the weather is nice, I love walking on the beach but not when sand is blowing in my eyes. I'll take some pictures to put up!

Fa la la la la French Vanilla (oh yes the blandness of my life)

So the job hunt is not going extremely well. It's DEPRESSING! I have applied so many places I can't even remember where exactly. People keep contacting me and say something along the lines of "I'm calling you to discuss the receptionist job you applied for." I am thinking in my head Which one? I got a job lead today about possibly working at another dealership. I could make way more money but I'm not sure if this is the industry I want to stay in. But you know the saying Never look a Gift Horse in the Mouth! (I was trying to underline that and I haven't the slightest idea how. Can anyone help me with that?)

In other news: I started reading Eat, Pray, Love. I'm not sure what I think about the book. I kind of like the concept as a whole. Just go! Learn Italian (and really that would be awesome) spend some time getting to know yourself. Although that whole theory can be seriously overrated. Experiences and people help to develop character. I don't think I would want to know myself any more than I do. Can you say Complicated!? Anywho I'm starving and it's not even close to lunch time yet. Arg...Here's to hump day!

Oh My

Well the weekend started out extremely rough. I ended up getting in a huge fight with my dad and was not able to locate my mom. Extremely frustrating!!! But all's well that ends well. Finally found my mom after playing detective for a couple hours and driving all over town. And my dad apologized..good enough. Sunday turned out to be fantastic. I way slept in and then Dad and his gf and I piled in the car to go hiking. We walked the whole loop around McDowell creek. It was good to get out and get some exercise. We stopped at a winery on the way home as a "treat" for getting out and moving. It was the first time I had ever been wine tasting and I really enjoyed it. It was a laid back atmosphere and enjoyable company. We had a glass after the tasting and then I bought a bottle to take home. I shared some and drank the rest..hahah so typical of me. Anywho back at work today and am going to follow up on a job...fingers crossed that I get it!!! PLEASE!!

Same ole shit Different day

As if you don't know, I would like to reiterate my loathing for my job. I hate you job, I hope you die. I hope that I will come in next week and you will fire me.

On a brighter note, I think I am going to take a road trip this weekend. I need to get away have some fun. The boyfriend will be riding all weekend so it's only fitting that I go do something for myself as well!! woohoo soo excited! Come on weekend!

I need to wake up!

It was the boyfriend's birthday last night and I am exhausted! Too much to drink and not enough sleep. I just pray this day goes by fast so I can go home and get some sleep. I wish today was Friday but alas it is not..obviously. Got some coffee..it's not helping :D.

Oh and Happy Birthday to my best friend who turned 23 today! Love you Al!

All in a Day's Work (or not)

I HATE MY JOB!!!!! And because of the job I hate, I can't even post on FB how much I hate it and get a little sympathy from my fellow FBers!!!!!! I want to cry, I want to throw stuff. I want to walk out of here and never look back. I have applied everywhere and am getting nowhere. I am on my own. Noone to help me and I am stuck living a life I hate!!!! It's not anyone else's fault but my own that I am stuck here. And to top it all off I can't even do my job without people questioning me. They want to talk to my manager to make sure it's okay. Well you know what? THIS IS WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO! Fuck it if you don't trust me it's really fucking okay. Cause you know what I quite frankly don't give a flying fuck. Don't code it I really don't care. I want to get fired but that just wouldn't look good. How many of you are at a job you despise? What gets you through the day??