All in a Day's Work (or not)

I HATE MY JOB!!!!! And because of the job I hate, I can't even post on FB how much I hate it and get a little sympathy from my fellow FBers!!!!!! I want to cry, I want to throw stuff. I want to walk out of here and never look back. I have applied everywhere and am getting nowhere. I am on my own. Noone to help me and I am stuck living a life I hate!!!! It's not anyone else's fault but my own that I am stuck here. And to top it all off I can't even do my job without people questioning me. They want to talk to my manager to make sure it's okay. Well you know what? THIS IS WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO! Fuck it if you don't trust me it's really fucking okay. Cause you know what I quite frankly don't give a flying fuck. Don't code it I really don't care. I want to get fired but that just wouldn't look good. How many of you are at a job you despise? What gets you through the day??