Fuck you life! hahahaha. I'm drunk and trying to get my life together all at the same time..don't even try to tell me that isn't fucked up! I've been unemployed for almost 3 weeks now and it really sucks. Don't get me wrong, I was lovin the time off there for awhile..being able to say fuck you to the world but it gets old after awhile. Now I'm alone...not lonely but alone and it's kinda depressing. I'm just trying to make it through one day at a time..one foot in front of the other. It's tiring. I want someone who can pick up my slack. Who wants to the carry the burden of this thing so called life..but so far no luck. I'm positive somebody will want to hire me someday some how but for now I'm going to get wasted and wallow in self pity. Went through a ton of stuff tonight..have tons to get rid of. My bed is covered in clothes...gonna sleep on the floor I think ahahaha. Watch out you rich bitchs, I'm coming for you!!