Looking for a Way Out

That's what is happening here. I am looking for a way out. It has nothing to do with whether he is likeable or not. I don't want to, plain and simple. Because now that I have mentally made a decision I feel fine. I don't feel angry or mean or like a failing person. I feel calm and at ease with my decision. Relieved. Unfortunately some people don't understand all that. They want an explanation and of course the real one isn't flattering so you come with all these things so you can get out without hurting their feelings anymore than you have too. But in the end they are still confused and upset about the whole thing. I don't want to be in a relationship. I thought I did but I don't. I spent five months bed hopping and I didn't like that either. I just want "me" time and yes that may seem selfish. But isn't more selfish to drag it out? To pretend everything is fine? I don't like that. People move on or they don't. I imagine he will be fine.